Okay. After months of not updating my blog....let me do a proper update now. Last update was about June. So....let's start w July? :D
In July...
13th July, Sherrie came back from Perth and of course, we had a gathering :) Miss her damn loads, and of course my other sisters. Had loads of fun with them that day in arcade, eating swensens, going crazy and etc. Love being with them. Can be myself. ;) Miss them, hopefully to have another outing soon, without Sherrie sadly, but definitely another one once she's back! :D
14th July, East View was having a carnival, went back and played around, plus catched up with Eustacia. :) Mrted to meet Aishah, Theresa and Nicholas after that to have a quick lunch and headed to Gardens By The Bay with Aishah & Theresa while Nicholas went home. Explored around, very fun! And made the cheeky Aishah cry! Big accomplishment, jk! Just Acia with the girls and headed home. :)
31st July, had Social Enterprise Talk, enjoyed myself there going crazy with Lydia, Zhicong and etc. After the talk, cabbed down to chalet with Kiatsoon and Zhicong to celebrate Zirui's birthday. Did rj , ate and etc. Bryan, Junhao, Shahril, Fariz, Jinzong came too. Ks and Zc left early. 29-ed and 59-ed home after that with Bryan & etc. Had loads of fun with them . ;)
The rest of July, weekends was busying working at Scape while the other days was in school. Nothing much honestly.
In August.....
11th and 12th August, had Love Bazaar organised by our IG. It was a hectic week because we had meetings and meetings everyday without fail. hahahah but anyway it's okay la since our outcome was a good one, to me i suppose. but it was damn tiring, imagine me travelling from Tampines all the way to Bukit Panjangggg omg! ._. and back to Tampines after the event ._. But yeah. Had a little celebration surprise birthday from them after the event in school ;) I thank them for the thoughts, love them to bits. Heh. ;)
23rd Aug, IT WAS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY! Went back school for Ob and Cognitive talk. Then headed to Causeway point, Toastbox, to have dinner with Lydia, Zhicong and his friend. They were sweet though. They did a cake for me, super touched by their thoughts. They did chocolate because the surprise Lydia did, they got me a mango cake and i don't like mango...and i emphasized i love chocolate so much that she did this for me, heheheh THANKYOUUUUU. :D
25th Aug, celebrated Theresa's birthday. Cut my hair and etc that day. Hehehe. But overall had a fun day celebrating her birthday, seeing how surprised she was just made my day that day. It was a epic one after all hahhaha. And i'm jealous of her because Nicholas got her a polaroid. Rawrrrrr, and i had to get my own polaroid. ;(
So in Sept.....
Continued from Aug, the last day to be exact, 31st Aug - 2nd Sept, i was working at IT Fair, under Best Denki Dell Promoter. Somehow i regretted but somehow i'm glad i've taken part in it because i had loads of fun thereee. ;) Glad to know a few other friends , and somehow coincidentally, one of them just stay veryvery near me. Hoho. Enjoyed my 3 days with them, hope to work with them, again in the upcoming IT fair, if i'm going :DD
4th Sept, 2nd sist was flying off to Canada so went to send her off in the airport. Missed her loads although it haven't been a month and she'll only be back on 1st Jan. Arghhhh ~ Hope the days end quickly. After sending her off, headed back to school for a cohesion dry run with the MIG people. Lunched with YESIG peeps and headed home after that.
5th Sept, (sorry no pictures), YESIG and MIG cohesion :) The long awaited day. Had loads of fun there playing, watching running man while being the game master. Yknow what? I'm glad that everybody had fun cause it actually meant that we, as the organisers did a good job, woohoo! :D
8th Sept, Joshua's birthday! :) It was a surprise, and a very last minute surprise ahahah. Went Bryan's condo and started preparing and etc. Of course started bbqing cause i was damn hungry wakaka. Had fun had fun! Cake bashed Joshua, hehehe. It was a long day, again and very fun day too. Woo .
12th Sept, Met up with Vanessa. :) Hahahha made her pon school, badgirlme. Hehehehehe, somehow regretted asking her out because she keep tempting me to spend money that day rawr ;( Spent at least $70 that day lor walao..... But it was a great catch up session with her, AND FINALLY THERE'S AWFULLY CHOCOLATE IN TAMPINES ONE! Hehehehehe, damn expensive but damn nice i swear. Loveeeeee chocolates to bits. ;)
13th Sept, met up with Bryan and Jinzong first, went shopping for a box as they brought the baby shirts for Sheldon already. After buying, bused back East View with them then met Joshua and headed to find Mr Leung :D Catch up awhile, then he went to do his stuffs, busy teacher, busy father. HAHAHA. Opps, forgot a 'busy husband' too . LOL. Junhao came shortly after he left. Slacked awhile and headed to Bryan's condo with Joshua + Bryan after that, slacked and homed shortly.
Okay, nothing much more, goodbyeeeee. ;)
Huijuns.
Relationships. The word that could bring you up like you're in the heaven, happy go lucky, or can even bring you down , as if you're in hell, torturing you badly. Just hours ago, i was texting someone who was somehow important to me. She just broken off with her boyfriend and as a friend, i feel kind of worried for her that she might do foolish things and etc. Rationally, i'm trying my very best to make her feel better, but deep down, i know whatever i replied to her makes no difference to her emotions. I feel so useless , really. I always talk, im always the nosiest among my friends and etc, but how come when a person feels down, i just can't find the right word to make them feel better? sigh, i really dont know.
Relationships. The word that i've been feared of, especially with such a family and past relationships experiences. Recently, actually it's been months, that i got myself eyed onto a guy. Friends who are close to me should know who i'm talking about, and always encourages me to confess. But luckily i didn't , because i realised.....he doesn't like me back. It's like, if i confessed, and he really does not like me, i think both of us will be in a awkward situation. And especially when i'm close with him now, i hope that my confession won't affect our friendship. Plus, i realised that i wasnt able to accept relationships yet. Most people should know that my relationships are usually short lived. Or i could probably say, out of all my ex boyfs, 6 of them did not last with me for more than a month, and guess what? i was the one who broke them all off. Honestly, i'm afraid if i really confessed and we got tgt, im scared that this might happen to me, will it? Not only this, my last relationship, it has been a reminder to me, until now, it's been reminding me constantly. I know all guys are not the same, and not all guys will do the same thing like what he did, but im really afraid the same thing will happen. What can i do , seriously? Should i really go and confess, or just remain with him as friends? I let go of a chance already, i don't want to let go of it another time, if chances arises.
Tell me what to do, please?
Relationships, is just such a chore......
Sigh,
Huijuns.
