This few days, i've many thoughts...... Keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking... So many mixed and unknown feelings. Became a very slacky girl recently too, throwing things i'm supposed to do aside . I just wanna take a break from my daily routine . But things are stacking one by one. Things are coming to me. Especially when there are so many projects that needs to be done. I want to be freed of everything. I just really wanna take a break and leave. But why so difficult? I really feel damn stress over things but who knows ? Who can i speak to, who can i talk to ? I really dont know. Too stressed up till i get sick so easily recently, till i breakdown too often. Why? Why am i just so weak? Someone tell me please? Family relationship got better, but why are more troubles coming up? Tell me why?
Cny is coming up, i'm totally not excited for it. I haven't even got my bottoms ready. To me cny is just going to be like any other day. Right? Vday coming up too, another forever alone day for the singles, like me. haha. what's more, it's still gonna be the last day of school. i guess, i'll just head home and sleep after school that day since i have no plans. hahaha. #foreveralone... but tbh i still hope i can go out with him . hais, but it's so difficult..........because we aint talking anymore ): sigh
didnt really got onto facebook and twitter recently. i mean yes i did, but not much. even if for whatsapp or texting. i think my normal texting buddies would have realised that i've been replying very slow, or not replying till the very next message they send me. haha, who would have expected ? a girl who is so attached to the social networks, to her phone, yet be like that now? even uncle would also feel weird that sometimes i didnt wanted to touch the laptop. just wanna leave them already. to be honest, now i go up to facebook also only to play game. thats all, no more sharing of post if people realised. offline in fb msgr too. hahaah. that's why......if people, you guys want to find me. contact me directly by calling me bah..
