So long since i've last blogged..Alot of things happened this few months. Got really depressed and sad during the school holidays but thanks to someone, i'm really feeling alot better now compared to back then. Really appreciated and thankful to him ;')
Hongkong trip during march with schoolmates was an enjoyable trip it was my 2nd time on a plane! Visited a few social enterprises and went to Noah Ark, had lots of fun there. Went guangzhou too, enjoyable with all my lovely friends there :) Shop shop and shopped. Super fun. Glad i'm allowed to go. Hahaha.
CEC Camp was another day with my ig mates. Got to know new freshies there. Went to SAVH for dining in the dark, the feeling was super scary because you really can't see anything and you have to eat whatever food on your plate. Can't wait for the lights to on srsly and when the lights were on my eyes were hurting badly :( First overnight camp at school, slept in the sports hall. 2nd day was performance day, awesome looking at how the freshies perform , some were funny. Met Xinyi and her boyf after the camp, then bus home tgt w Xy, ;)
Cruise trip to Pulau Redang w parents a week after CEC camp. Was really bored at the cruise because there was really nothing that i can do there. When reaching Pulau Redang, parents allowed me to go for scuba diving ! I didnt tried it before so i was damn nervous while diving. But i saw many many fishes etc and managed to touch some of them. Hahaha it was really so fun! Went back cruise after that to slackslack, had chocolate buffet there and i swear it sucks :( Fucking disgusting. Not sweet at all and make me feel like vomitting after a few small bites omg. No chocolate taste at all srsly! Back to singapore, went to Vivo t walk w parents then homed :)
Legoland w parents + nephew! Supposingly to go Malacca but ended up changed minds. Had fun there, playing alot of rides and my daring nephew sat on this particular roller coaster for more than 20 times! Sat w him 6 times and i had butt burned. I dont know how he managed to sit for so long! Alot of kiddy rides there, not so fun for me but was still fun because i keep joking w mom all the way. But at least, nephew loves it there. Next stop: Hello Kitty Land, hahhaha! Just waiting for it only wahahha. Aft the legoland trip, went to eat bak kut teh, my favourite! Homed after that!
FOP, went on second and third day. Was being the game master on the second day, talk until i sore throat..saw so many of my secondary schoolmates there . Hahaha so fun srsly.. :D Went to dinner + sing K w freshies + OGLs + Junhao + nephew after second day ended. Third day was admin day so somehow it's a lepak day. Went to makan then played pool w freshies + OGLs! :D
Now that school reopened, had formed a clique with the freshies and going out w them every week, almost everyday. Of cos, my day at school in class is also awesome too. Alot of jokers and some were like assholes. HAHA just kidding.
Gonch. Damn joke srsly...but ya.
Anyway back to the reason why i suddenly blogged, it's all because i need a place to rant.
So much things really happened. I've woken up. I'm tired. A year has passed. And i still love you,
and hate you too. I dont understand how you can toy w me for so long, really. I feel so disappointed and unhappy w whatever you have did. There's so much i wanted to tell you but i dont know how should i tell you already. I'm too tired of your nonsense. I thought we'll get better, but no, the shit is still going on. So many times i'm always the one initiating conversation with you, why? because i wanted to talk to you so badly but did you ever wanted to talk to me, or even given me the least respect of replying? No. All along you didnt cherished me but why did i cherished you/this friendship so much? Because i love you. You can doubt me, but dont ever doubt my words. I never ever did love a guy so much so deep before, you're the first. But too, you're the first that make me hate so much. I'm letting go, for good for real. You dont deserve this type of love. I'm not gonna care for whatever you say anymore, because you never ever meant them and only a fool like me will trust whatever you say.
Whatever. I dont give a fuck damn anymore. You're not worth of all these. If you're reading this, i hope you'll cherish someone better. Dont hurt anymore. Because that sucks, so much. You know who you are.
