Before i head to bed, i feel like updating my blog. Probably all thanks to Jovian, after seeing what he posted on his blog. Sorry but won't be uploading photos for this blog. Can't find the right picture for this post.
I miss that special someone. I've been quarrelling with him for the past few weeks. It's like, we're okay, then quarrelled , then okay and quarrelled etc again. Maybe what he said was right, i really fell for him. I don't know. I feel so lost. I feel like texting him, but i don't dare to. I'm afraid that our friendship gets worse again after we get better. Everything is like so blur to me right now, i'm really clueless, really dont know what to do. :( I still remember when i first know him, i used to label him as the most irritating guy ever, i remember that irritating face of his. And of course, i remember when someone made fun of us, i swore to him, i'll never get together with him. I feel like so damn confused right now. Somehow, i think i really fell for him, but somehow i thinks that i only could treat him as a friend. Probably my relationship barrier strikes again? I dont know. What will happen after this? Will we contact again? Will we even talk again? Will we even hang out, like how we used to? Sigh. And most importantly, do he still remember the promises he made to me...?
Huijuns.
